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Authors: Artemis Hunt
A Virgin Enslaved (Inhumanly Handsome, Humanly Flawed Alpha Male Erotic Romance) (6 page)
I think that when you’ve given someone a hand job, you automatically become more comfortable with them. At least that’s how it is for me.
So when Chris suggests a visit to the spa after work on our second day ‘together’, I don’t bat an eyelid, even though I’ve never stepped into a spa in my entire life.
“What do they do in spas?” I ask, knowing I stand the risk of sounding like a total dweeb.
He grins at me and hands me a leaflet. The receptionist has stars in her eyes as she gazes adoringly at him. I suppose he gets that a lot. I wonder what it’s like to go through your adult life being objectified, but I suppose he doesn’t even notice it anymore.
I peruse the leaflet and the list of body treatments – scrubs with various organic materials like aloe vera, coconut husks and walnuts, massages, facials, manicures and pedicures, oxygen therapy, hydrogen therapy.
I didn’t know there were so many things you could do with base elements.
“I’ve arranged for us to have a massage today,” Chris announces.
Oh? Without asking me what I wanted? Maybe this is the controlling part of him creeping out into the open. He is a CEO after all. They have to maintain some modicum of control, right?
“OK,” I say. I don’t know what I want anyway, so I shouldn’t be making a fuss about it.
A hostess ushers us into a dimly lit room with two massage beds side by side. Soft background music pipes through, and an ethereal scent of sandalwood and other exotic spices wafts from a brazier in one corner. On the massage beds, soft white towels are folded neatly.
“Your masseuses will be right with you,” the hostess says. “Please undress and lie face down on the beds.”
She flashes me a look of envy.
Something occurs to me.
“Do I have to undress for this massage?”
“Hell, yes.” Chris starts to unbutton his shirt, an action I don’t think I will ever tire of watching.
I’m suddenly self-conscious. Chris has never seen me naked before, but then I’ve never seen him naked before yesterday, and that’s the point of this whole seven-day exercise, right?
Chris takes pity on my blushes.
“I’ll turn around and let you arrange yourself, towel on,” he says. “I won’t peek, I promise.”
“Thank you.”
He knows I’m not ready, and I’m grateful. My only regret in not facing him full frontal is not being able to watch him shrug his pants off. Speaking of which, the enormity of what I’ve done yesterday is only beginning to hit me (stuff I can never, ever tell my mother), but I suppose there’s a first time for everything.
I pack my nude body with towels and flop belly first onto the bed. Beside me, Chris has arranged the towel so that it covers only his buttocks and nothing else. He smiles at me.
“Comfy?” he says.
“Yes.”
“I think you’re beautiful, in case you’re wondering.”
I think he’s beautiful too, but I won’t say it aloud.
“Thank you.”
He adds, “You don’t have to be shy about your body.”
“I’m not. It’s just that I’m still shy in front of you.”
“Well, sooner or later, within the week hopefully, you’re gonna have to show it to me. I’d rather it be sooner.”
“I know, I’ll get there. Just give me time.”
His eyes are a lovely molten chocolate in the low yellow light. “I’m getting horny just looking at you. I’m glad I’m lying belly down.”
I blush.
“You drive me crazy, you know that?” he says.
From any other man, I would have been over the moon to hear that, but coming from him, it’s just going to end up with someone storming into a boardroom and demanding why he blocked her from his cellphone.
It’s sad, really.
The door opens and two female Asian masseuses walk in. They bustle about, arranging this and that, and finally settle on massaging us.
My masseuse starts with my neck.
“Pressure OK?” she asks.
“Yes. Thank you.”
I have never been touched so intimately before by a total stranger (other than the family doctor, of course), but her firm hands immediately put me under her spell. Ohhhh. How soothing her flesh is as she straightens my tense muscles, infusing each fiber with a rush of warm blood.
Lulled by the relaxing atmosphere, I drift off into the zone of not quite slumber but not quite consciousness. A delicious dream starts to slowly take shape.
I half hear a male voice murmuring, “I’ll take over, thanks.”
A door quietly shuts, but the pressure on my back continues and, in fact, deepens.
“Beth,” Chris says softly, “don’t be alarmed, it’s just me.”
His hands knead my lower back muscles. I am wearing nothing but the towel that drapes over my hind regions and legs, and I force myself to wake up.
“It’s OK. Sssssh,” he says as he continues to massage my back. “I know how to do this, so you’re in safe hands.”
My consternation is borne mostly of shyness, but I tell myself there’s no reason to be shy in front of this man, whom I have seen naked. Besides, I agreed to this arrangement. It only makes sense that he starts touching me intimately at one point or another.
Still, the first time is always a rush – a new experience, a new milestone on my sensual chalkboard.
His hands are a marvel, never too hard, never too soft – at certain places eliciting a release of exquisite pleasure from my flesh that travels up to my brain, which in turn stimulates and releases more endorphins. He raises the towel to reveal the backs of my legs, and these he kneads with the precision of one who has been trained to do this.
I’m lost in the bliss of it all, and I find myself responding – especially since I know who my masseuse is.
“Do you like it?” he whispers.
“Yes.”
“I took a course in Bali.”
Bali! Is there no end of surprises to this man?
After a while, he says, “Turn around.”
He wants me to turn around? Naked?
This is the part where I get to grit my teeth and steel myself to cross another threshold.
“No penetration, remember,” he says. “You don’t have to worry.”
Come on, Beth. You’re a consenting adult. Don’t be a prude.
With determination, I rotate my body so that I’m now on my back and facing the ceiling. And him. His appreciative eyes take in my revealed breasts and areolas, so pink and inviting to the touch. My sex is still covered with the tangled mess of my towel, and my legs are bare.
He breathes sharply. “Oh God, Beth, you are so beautiful.”
A deep flush spreads throughout my skin, tingling me with warmth.
He’s naked, and his cock is extremely erect below his pubic bush. His pupils are dilated and his nostrils flare as he breathes. I can tell that he’s very, very aroused, and I’m excited as well, and filled with a deep yearning to be touched by this spectacular human specimen.
He doesn’t touch me, but instead turns to a rack containing bottles with spigots beside my massage bed. He taps a spigot and out comes dollops of generous cream.
“Lie still,” he says as he lathers the cream onto my chest, the area just above my breasts.
His touch is heavenly, and the soft crinkling of the cream against my skin suggests there is foam in it. He rubs the cream into my flesh, and studiously avoids my breasts as he moves down to the soft curve of my belly.
I arch my back at the pleasure of it.
“Close your eyes,” he says.
“Why?”
“I want to blindfold you. Do I have your permission?”
Blindfold? A momentary alarm seizes me. Why does he want to blindfold me? With a blindfold, I’m helpless. Blindfolds are reserved for people into kinky sex and bondage – at least, that is what I’ve been led to believe.
The sudden fear rises in me like bile.
“Beth, you have to trust me. This will be
nice
. Please. You’re going to love this.”
He looks so earnest and commanding that I relent. I weakly nod. Sometime down the line, I’ll have to surrender.
He retrieves a black blindfold from a drawer on the rack. He’s had this all planned out, I’m certain. He slips it around my head and presses it onto my eyes. It becomes a constrictive band around my temples. All at once, everything becomes black. I suppress the surge of panic that bolts to my throat.
Stop it, Beth, you consented to this, remember?
“I’m not going to hurt you,” he says gently. “Why ever would you think that?”
The darkness closes in around me and my breathing stills. In my ears, I can hear the embryonic thudding of my heartbeat. Even the sounds in the room have become muted. Somewhere within the background music of birdsong and flute, leaves rustle. I can almost imagine myself in a primary jungle. Everything around me is tinged with the corona of anticipation.
His touch – when it comes – is firm upon my breasts. I gasp. Both his hands grope at my mounds, cupping them, testing them for weight and tensile strength. His fingers brush against my nipples, and I feel them growing taut.
“You have beautiful, beautiful tits,” he says in a smoky voice that lulls me.
A wetness settles upon my right nipple, and a tongue flickers out and licks it.
Ohhhhhhh
. I realize he has closed his mouth around it, and he sucks and licks it now in slow, lazy circles. His hands continue to knead my breasts, pushing and squeezing them together so that my nipples face upwards. His tongue swirls around my areola and worries my nipple like a swollen teat. The pleasure is intense.
Blood rushes to my face, and I feel a moistness trickling down my sex. I am extremely aroused. Prickly sweat starts to gather on my back.
He transfers his mouth to my left nipple and repeats the sucking and licking. His hands trail down my abdomen . . . down, down to my pubic region, where they push away the towel – my last refuge of modesty.
I am bared to him.
Naked to the soul.
With his mouth still fastened on my nipple, one of his hands brushes my pubic hair and dives down to my throbbing sex. I give a little cry. His touch is fire on my already inflamed clit.
“Beth, Beth, Beth,” he murmurs. “It’s OK. Stay still.”
But how can I? It’s exquisite – all those sensations he evokes within me. I writhe and arch my back.
His fingers curl around my clit, parting my thighs and the wedges of my sex. I’m extremely wet down there, and he dips into this wetness and smears it all around the folds and contours of my sex. His finger latches onto the hood of my clit. I contort my body with the wonderful agony of it.
He applies an unrelenting pressure as he massages my clit. My hands dive to cover it – so intense is the erotic pleasure – but he catches my wrists with his other hand and holds them together and away from my stimulated zones. He’s very strong.
“Don’t think about it,” he says, “just lie back and enjoy it.”
His flickering of my poor, brutalized hood accelerates. I cry out piteously – moans that ring out and echo in the cavern of my ears. My pleasure mounts, and I float along on an ascending crest, like a gathering wave.
I writhe even more. It’s as though my body is a soaking whip of ecstasy.
Something clever, deft and wet – which can only be his tongue – descends onto my clit. One scorching lick, and it’s all I can do to trip into a blinding and deafening explosion of all my senses and consciousness.
Ohhhhhhh! For the sweet love of God!
My mind is a whirlwind of color and non-color, of sound and no sound, of everything tangible and intangible, and I ride and ride this ecstatic rainbow wave until it becomes a gargantuan tsunami, and I scream and scream until I have no voice left. It seems relentless and never-ending. Every time I think I’m about to ebb, another wave hits me and I’m buoyed by it even further. My body shudders and contorts and I grip the sides of the massage bed as though I’m a lone survivor clinging to a life raft.
So this is what it’s like.
It’s heaven. And pure bliss.
Bliss on tap.
If only I had known it was going to be like this, I would have done it sooner.
The orgasm takes me deep into the darkness, and I shudder and quake until it subsides. The fibers of my muscles butterfly in its aftermath, and then still into a satisfied relaxation. The tsunami crashes onto shore.
I’m left delirious and basking in its afterglow.
I feel his lips against my mouth and his hand between my legs. I taste my own sourish wetness on him.
“It’ll be even better when I finally take you,” he says. “But not this week. I promised and I keep my promises. Unless you want me to.”
I catch his hopeful anticipation in my velvety darkness.
“I’m not ready,” I say weakly.
“I understand.” He tries to mask the disappointment in his voice.
The next day is a Saturday and I plan a whole day out for the two of us. I skirted briefly with impressing her – such as with a fanciful dinner at a restaurant you have to book months ahead to get into. But then I figure that’s not really the way I should go about it.
I should make myself out to be the most down-to-earth guy possible.
Her
type of guy.
Why the fuck am I trying to impress her anyway? That’s the question I should be asking myself. It’s like being back at high school, and even then, I didn’t have to try too hard.
Except for Selena. I tried really hard for Selena.
Beth is Selena all over again. They even have the same coloring. A shared aura that awakes within me the desire to impress.
“Let’s go to the pier,” I announce.
“Navy Pier”
“Yeah. Candy floss, kiddy museums, barking seals, IMAX. What’s there not to like?”
We go to Navy Pier and hire a speedboat to go out into the lake. Beth sits at the bottom, a sunhat shielding her eyes. The smell of fresh water stings our nostrils and our skin is chafed by the wind. With her long tresses streaming behind her, she’s a glorious sight that can melt the hardest of hearts.
I grip the side of the boat. What the hell is the matter with me?
We buy popcorn at a kiosk and take a river walk to watch the leisurely boats go by. I haven’t been on a real ‘date’ for the longest time. My trysts have mostly consisted of dinner and clubbing, followed by sex. I must admit that being with someone else – even without the promise of sex at the tail end – is sorta . . . well,
nice
.
We are finishing a nice seafood and steak lunch at Smith and Wollensky’s by State when my cellphone beeps.
Shit.
That’s a number I never want to see flashing in such an urgent manner.
“Sorry, I’ve got to take this,” I tell Beth.
She looks concerned. “Is there anything I can do?”
“No. Be right back.”
I walk outside to the patio. The anxiety starts to gnaw at me as I press the ‘Answer’ button.
“Yes?” I say tersely.
The voice on the other end briefs me on what I need to know. My heart sinks.
“OK, I’ll be there in thirty minutes,” I promise.
*
“So how long has she been ill?” Beth asks as I step on the gas. I’m doing more than fifty on a crowded street on my Lamborghini. I have to stop for traffic lights at each block, but the moment they turn green, I rev my engine into a high-pitched whine and blast down the block, only to be stopped by another traffic light.
“You got your seatbelt on?” I dart a glance at Beth, who is clinging to the armrests, her knuckles white. Otherwise, she is perfectly calm.
“If you want to go faster, I’m OK with that.”
Seriously? I grin despite myself. I'm reminded of the incident with Lisa. Dependable Beth – so new in the job and already displaying the outward stolidity of a much more experienced employee.
“How long as she been ill?” Beth repeats.
“Over fifteen years.”
“It came on without warning?”
“Yeah. We did notice there was something wrong with her early on. Like, she used to be this wonderful, impeccably groomed hostess. One day when I came back from college, she showed up for dinner with her hair all messed up, as though she’d just woken up. She was dazed. We couldn’t tell what was wrong. So we sent her to the best doctors our money could pay for. That’s when they told us she had schizophrenia.”
We pull up to a pair of ornate gates, above which are carved the letters: WAVERLY HILLS. The gardens beyond are filled with the green of trees and shrubs, and everything looks utterly peaceful in contrast to what I know we will find there. As soon as the guard at the sentry point sees me, he opens the gates and waves me in.
“I’m sorry,” Beth says.
“Don’t be. It happened a long time ago. We’ve had to live with it for most of our lives.”
The drive is bordered by more flowering shrubs. Above the sound of the engine, birdsong filters through our windows. Here and there, we get glimpses of the inmates (
patients! I should call them patients!
) moving slowly about with their nurses.
A nurse is waiting for us at the steps to the entrance as we alight from the car.
“We had to restraint her,” she says to me. “I’m sorry, but she’s been refusing to eat and drink since morning. You’re the only one who can calm her.”
“You should have called me earlier,” I say as I bolt into the building. I shoot a backward glance at Beth. “Stay here. I’ll be a while.”
“Don’t worry about me,” she calls.
I rush to my mother’s room on the second floor, taking two steps at a time with the nurse in tow. From afar comes the sound of shrieking, as though a soul is being tormented mercilessly in hell. My heart wrenches.
Inside the room, my mother – bedraggled, eyes wild – is in a straightjacket. She’s screaming something unintelligible and trashing around in a berserker rage. Two attendants are with her, looking distressed while they try to keep her from hurting herself. One of them has a syringe filled with some clear fluid gripped in his hand.
“No drugs,” I say firmly. “I’ll get this.”
“But – ”
“No buts.”
Out of the corner of my eye, I can see the nurse who was behind me nod surreptitiously.
As soon as my mother sees me, she starts to cry pitifully.
“Oh Christopher, please, please take me away from here. You have no idea what they do to me. They’re demons, all of them. They’re trying to steal my kidneys!”
“Mrs. Morton,” one of the attendants say, “we’re not trying to steal your kidneys. We’re trying to give you your meds – ”
I rush to her and wrap her up in my firm embrace. She clings to me – as much as she is allowed to cling with her arms straightjacketed. Her breath is stale and her lank, greasy hair creeps into my eyes. She smells of neglect and sickness, though I know that hers is the sickness of the mind and not of the body. I remember burying my nose into that hair when I was a child. Then she had worn the scent of eucalyptus. She loved eucalyptus soap, and she would never mask it with perfume.
What happened to her here?
An irrational rage overtakes me, and I have to fight hard to suppress it. It’s easy to blame the nurse and attendants for her state, but I know – as with time and again – that she has done this to herself.
“Mom, Mom, Mom,” I say while stroking her back, “it’s gonna be OK. I’m here.”
“Take me away, Christopher. Why won’t you take me away?” Her voice breaks at the end, and a dagger twists in my chest.
We have tried to take her away before. But in my father’s house, we couldn’t contain her, and we had to keep her sedated most of the time.
She needed help. Massive help.
“You’re going to get better soon and I’ll take you away when you do, I promise. But right now you’ll have to eat and drink something or you’re not going to get better.”
My mother sobs into my shoulder, and I let her. It pains me to see her reduced to this – the beautiful, gracious woman that she once was.
Later, much later, when I have calmed her down sufficiently to get her out of the straightjacket, I lead her slowly downstairs. The wary nurse and two attendants follow three steps behind, making sure nothing extraordinary happens – though in this place, anything ordinary would be considered extraordinary by most standards.
I take my mother by the hand to a section in the garden with a pretty white cupola, where a table has been set. My mother is British, and she used to love afternoon teas. It’s all very peaceful in stark contrast to what just happened upstairs. A little silver tray of finger sandwiches and a dainty teapot with teacups have been set.
Mom used to serve afternoon tea to the members of the various charities she spearheaded back when she wasn’t ill. I figured that tea would calm her even further.
Beth awaits us in the cupola. She gets up as we approach.
“Mom, this is Beth. She’s someone I work with.”
I think any other appellation would be too open for interpretation. ‘Friend’ has its connotations, and I think Beth isn’t ready to be my friend as yet. ‘PA’ would be too formal and would denote the boss/employee relationship.
Beth holds her hand out warmly. “Lovely to meet you, Mrs. Morton.”
My mother doesn’t take her outstretched hand.
Fuck
. She’s not going to have a full-blown attack again, is she?
“Mom?” I say gently.
My mother’s eyes are shining. They are the same hazel as mine. You can see what a beautiful woman she still is. I’ve managed to comb her hair and make her presentable in a floral shift.
She whispers to Beth, “You’re an angel. I can see your halo.”
Beth seems out of sorts, but she manages a smile. Her outstretched hand doesn’t waver.
I lean closer to my mother’s ear and say, “That’s what I tell her, but she doesn’t listen.”
Beth’s smile stretches wider and stays.
This time, it’s genuine.
We have tea with my mother and the nurse, with the attendants a call away. We make small talk. Well, as much talk as my mother can manage anyway. She seems to have calmed down a lot, and when she’s not looking, I slip her meds into her teacup.
Just when I think everything is going OK, my mother turns to Beth.
“Selena?” she says earnestly. “I don’t really know if you and my son will have a future. I understand what you’re both going through, but it’s wrong and it’s got to stop.”
Beth is a little taken aback.
I twitch in my seat. I don’t really blame Mom. Selena and Beth do have more than a passing resemblance.
“My name is Beth, Mrs. Morton.” Beth’s reply is gentle.
“The school board will throw you out,” my Mom insists. “I know these things. You will be ruined and there’ll be no place for you to go.”
“Mom, she’s not Selena. Selena’s not here anymore.”
Beth shoots me a quizzical look as if to say, “Who’s Selena?”
I shake my head almost imperceptibly.
We stay with my mother until the sun goes down and twilight settles onto the green tops of the trees. It’s time for Mom to go back to her room.
“She’s had a lot of excitement for today and it’s best she gets her rest now,” the nurse says. “Thank you, Mr. Morton, for coming.”
“Promise you’ll call me sooner next time,” I say.
“It’s not always that easy, Mr. Morton.”
“Call me Chris.”
“We don’t want to have to be calling you every day, so we leave only the most unmanageable of episodes to you.”
I envelop my mother in a bear hug. “I’ll come to see you next week, OK?”
Mom’s eyes are filled with tears. “You’re the only one who comes, Christopher. No one else ever does.”
“That’s not true. Dad came two weeks ago, remember?”
The nurse shakes her head behind my mother.
“No, he didn’t,” my mother says.
“Yes, he did.”
It’s always important to maintain the illusion that her entire family is behind her. Dad has remarried five years ago and I never had the heart to tell Mom.
It’s Beth’s turn to hug her. “Goodbye, Mrs. Morton. I hope you’ll allow me to visit again.”
“You’re a nice, nice girl, Selena, despite what they say about you.”
I can see that Beth is in equal parts perplexed and curious. It’s not an episode in my life that I’m proud of. I wonder how long I can keep silent about it.
We drive away from the Waverly Hills sanatorium and head back to the city. Beth is pensive, no doubt contemplating the events of the afternoon.
“I’m sorry today didn’t work out as planned,” I say.
“No, not at all. It was lovely to meet your mother.” She raises her eyes shyly towards mine. I have to catch my breath at the fragile honesty in them. “I must say she wasn’t what I was expecting.”
You’re the only one of the women I’ve been with, I don’t say, that I have taken to meet my Mom. And under such circumstances.
“We’ve kept a pretty tight lid over her illness. That’s why you don’t see us cozying up to any press.”
“But why? It isn’t something to be ashamed.”
“I know. But my father is ashamed of her. He’s afraid the genes will run in our family, and the board of directors – which comprises of some old fogeys who have no clue about mental illness – may declare either me or my brother unfit to head the company.”
“But it’s your company.”
“It’s still public listed and we have bosses to answer to, namely the board of directors.”
She’s silent for a while, taking all this in. I can imagine that she probably thinks my father is an ogre. But I don’t blame Dad. I once did when Mom first got ill. But I realize now that he couldn’t cope with the stress of it.
“Do the rest of your family go to see her often?”
“No. My father goes once in a while, but it hurts them too much to see her that way, you know. My brothers used to go a lot more often before, many years back. Then as time goes by and they marry and have families of their own, they see her less and less.”
“But not you. You still go.”
“I used to go a lot more often too, I’ll admit. But I don’t blame my brothers or my Dad. I’m the only one who’s single, and I’m the only one with lots of time to spare.”
“That’s not fair to you . . . to take the burden.”
“It’s not a burden. She’s my Mom. She loved me best when we were growing up. She’s my responsibility now.”
She nods, commiserating. She gazes out of the window so that her lovely profile is to me. Then she turns to me again, her eyes brimming with light.
“You’re a good man, Chris Morton. You don’t know it, but you’re a good man.”
“Why do you say I don’t know it?”
“Just a hunch.”
I don’t respond to this, but a prickly warmth spreads through my body to gather in a knot around my chest.
We arrive at her apartment. The Lambo draws hungry stares again from the denizens of the neighborhood, and I’m acutely uncomfortable under the collar.
“You know, I wish you’d move out quickly from here. Come Monday, what do you say you and I start looking for a place?”
Or you could always move in with me.
Naturally, I don’t say this because it might scare her silly. It would scare me too if Taylor or anyone else were to suggest it to me. Funny how unexpected revelations can be misconstrued and distorted, even if they are absolutely honest.
Beth says, “Do you want to come up?”
The same light is shining out of her eyes, and her lips are slightly parted.
I swallow the lump that has formed in my throat, and nod.
