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BOOK: Guarded Hearts

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Love doesn’t give you a warning. It doesn’t send you an email or notification that it is coming for you. It doesn’t care that you have made different plans for your life. And it definitely doesn’t give a fuck that you might have guarded your heart to it, because when it reaches you it consumes you, it destroys all barriers to reach you. In a blink of an eye it takes over your dreams and changes everything around you. It’s like a rainbow after a storm bringing your grey life into color. I am happy that it caught me in its web. That it made me realize what I was missing by just letting life pass me by in the shadows. It made me fall hard for a girl that, unlike me, had never had love in her life before. She taught me to live without guilt and I taught her how to love unguarded. We are each other’s anchor in this world. Where love and death came unexpectedly. We are home in each other’s arms.

Cielo Dee Jackson

Born: June 25, 2014

Weight: 7lb 6oz

Height: 14 inches

I
always thought that family was in blood only, but two people showed me that family was not about DNA, it was in the love of the heart. All the people you come to love in your life become your family. So I am grateful for the family I have right now. I might have a small one, but for me it is not about the quantity, it is the quality. So this little girl that is warming my body and brought our little family together once again is one of best things in my life. I fell in love with a boy that not only showed me love, but showed me how to love without limits. Words will never express the love I feel in my heart, the heart that I kept guarded all those years ago when I was growing up. The heart that started beating when it recognized its mirrored beat in Nix. Love, death, happiness and sadness are all emotions that we came to know very well. So, as we start our life together with our
pedazcito de cielo
we will enjoy every day like it is our last. I will always love him endlessly.

Wake Me Up- Avicii

Concrete Angel- Gareth Emery

Animals- Martin Garrix

Now or Never- Tritonal

Still with Me- Tritonal

Dark Horse- Katy Perry

Talk Dirrty- Jason Derulo

All Of Me- John Legend ft. Tiesto

Last Chance- Kaskade & Project 46

Young & Beautiful- Lana Del Rey (Kaskade Remix)

Hurt- Johnny Cash

All shook up- Avila

Say Something- A Great Big World ft. Christina Aguilera

Thanks to both our families for supporting us and believing in us. And not making us feel like this was a silly dream.

A huge thank you to Ivette—Thank you for putting up with all our crazy talk.

To Becky, Michelle- For being a part of our Book Club.

KMS Editing- Thank you for working with us and helping us get to the end. Even if we started on the wrong foot.

Emliy From E.M. Tippetts Book Designs- For our fabulous cover and formatting, and patience with the 1001 pictures we kept changing our minds.

Lee Bee- Thank you for proofreading our baby.

Idalia- Thank you for being the best sister ever, and doing my swag. When they were just a bunch of beads and ribbon.

Just The Stories –Jenni –Huge Thanks for all your Support and being one of our BETAs

Thanks you to the following blogs for Helping us with our cover Reveal:

Cecily's Book Review, Naughty Moms' Story Time, Books, Photos & a little bit of everything else, Sue cover reveals & book promotions, Lit Junkies Book Blog, Perusing Princesses Book Blog & K & H Book Blog

Lastly but the best: Molly (aka Aimee’s Mom) For all the popcorn you made for us when we had endless editing to get through.

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