Nil on Fire (12 page)

She tilted her head slightly. “Did you know you and I were on Nil about the same amount of time?”

I nodded.

“And you know how many more days I spent on Nil than you?” She studied me.

“No.”

“Ten,” she said. “I was on Nil for ten more days than you were. I don't know what that means, but it means something; it must. I know you and Rives figured out the numbers, the ones that add up to ten: three, two, one, four. You were there eighty-nine days, me ninety-nine. And Thad and Rives were there for a full three hundred sixty-five. Ten,” she repeated. She shook her head and sighed. “Maybe I'm looking for something that doesn't exist. But I can't help but feel that this trip is important, that you and I are here together,
right now
, for a reason. I can't help thinking that my role with Nil isn't done yet. But something big is going to happen.” She looked at me. “Don't you feel it, Skye?”

Thad snorted loud enough for us to turn. His blue eyes gleamed with questions and if I wasn't mistaken, a bit of challenge. “You two are dangerous. But whatever you're up to, count Rives and me in.”

“Already done. Welcome to Hawaii,” Charley said smoothly.

“Too bad we're not staying,” Thad grumbled.

Charley laughed. She squeezed my hand, then stepped out of whisper range, a clear signal our secret conversation was over. As a group, we made our way toward the ground transportation exit.

Thad pointed to Rives's head. “Still no dreads? I figured by now they'd be on their way back.”

Rives shrugged. “Nah. Another time, bro. Another place.”

Thad nodded. “I hear that.” No smile now. He turned to me, his expression serious, his eyes sharp.
The face of a Leader
, I thought.
So like Rives.
“Where do we start, Nil slayer?” he asked.

My phone buzzed with a text from my dad.

At the curb. Ready when u are.

“Dad's here,” I said. “He's got the car.”

As I replied to my dad, Rives talked. “Skye's dad confirmed the plane this morning. It'll fly us to an island where we'll catch the boat to take us the rest of the way. We should reach the Isles of the Gods in a few days. That's what the locals call the trio of islands in the Pacific. The professor—that's Skye's dad,” he added for Thad and Charley's benefit, “discovered that the locals refer to the main island as the Blessed Island, aka Maaka's homeland. It's where we need to start and, hopefully, finish. The Death Twins are a short canoe trip away from the main island. But I'm hoping not to go there.”

Worry flashed across Rives's face before the blank wall slammed back down.

I tapped his closed fist. “Don't worry, Rives. It's going to be okay.”

He shook out his fist and flexed his fingers. “Stop saying that,” he said quietly. “And for the record, we are not going to the Death Twin until the day of the solstice. No earlier.”
And maybe not at all if I can help it.

Rives's thought was a shout in my head.

I threaded my fingers through his and pulled him close enough to kiss. “Rives.”

“Don't try to distract me, Skye.”

“I wouldn't dream of it.” I grinned as Thad laughed. “But I've got to go to that island, you know that.”

“There's our ride.” Rives pivoted away, pointedly ending our conversation.

Following his cue, Charley and Thad turned toward the automatic doors leading outside. Letting them drift slightly ahead, I tugged Rives's hand and directed my thoughts toward him.

I have to be on that island. I have to make sure no one goes through that gate. I have to shut it down. I know I'm one person, but I have to try.

Rives's face fractured and fell, then showed nothing at all.

He heard me
, I thought with satisfaction.

Sometimes it was the strength and will and determination that counted, and my thoughts were as strong as the diamonds in the Crystal Cavern.

I was going to the Death Twin, with or without Rives.

With
, I hoped.

“Of course I'm coming with you,” Rives snapped. Thad and Charley turned back toward us in surprise. “Merde, Skye. I just hate this entire thing, okay? Don't ask me to be all happy with this insane plan.”

“It's not insane.” My voice was frosty. “It's the only way to get Nil out of my head. And yours,” I added.

Rives pulled me into his arms. “I know,” he whispered, his cheek resting against my head. “I'm just scared, Skye. More like terrified. Of this whole thing. Of losing you.”

“You won't lose me; you're helping save me.” The desperation filling my nightmares leaked into my voice despite all my effort to hide it. “Believe me, I don't want to go to the Death Twin either. But unless the elders are planning to block the gate, it's up to us. We have to stop it once and for all. It's the only way we'll ever be truly free.” I looked Rives in the eye. “But before we do anything else, we need to talk to Maaka.”

 

CHAPTER

23

RIVES

JUNE 18, LATE MORNING

Me, hunting for Maaka.

Skye, trying to stop Nil.

Some things never change
, I thought.

Nil was a freight train, roaring toward me, cloaked in darkness, and I couldn't stop it. Only Nil wasn't coming for me. Nil wanted the strongest survivor to play Nil's game, the same survivor that stole all of Nil's prizes but one. Sure, Paulo stayed—but Nil wanted Skye. No matter how many times she denied it, I
knew
Nil wanted Skye; I'd felt it in the darkness when Skye had let me in. Calculating Nil was up to something, and all I knew for certain was that it wasn't good.

At least Thad and I were on the same page. Neither of us wanted to get anywhere near the Death Twins or the solstice gate. Our plan was to keep the four of us far, far away. Stall, if possible. Do what we could from the main island, and leave the rest up to the islanders. It was the only way to keep Skye out of harm's way. Out of Nil's clutches.

Too late
, the cold whisper at the back of my head crooned.

I stiffened.

“What?” asked Skye. Her steel-flecked eyes saw too much.

“Just thinking that we've got three days until the solstice. We're cutting it close.”

A truth and a lie. We
were
cutting it close.

“True.” She sounded worried. “We'll make it. Right, Dad?”

“Yes, we'll make it, Skye,” he answered. “But let's focus on the islanders, on the main island first, shall we? I truly would prefer you stay away from that Death Twin.”

No shit. And I truly would prefer that Nil stay the hell out of my head.

She frowned at me, then squirmed toward the backseat. “Thad, I've got something for you to see. My uncle's journal. I'm sure Rives told you about it, but it's how I ended up on Nil in the first place. I want you to read it, and look at my uncle's notes.”

His acceptance was reflexive, but his face had the look of someone handed something he didn't ask for, didn't want.

“Why?” Thad's voice was flat. The journal sat unopened in his hand. “How will it help now?”

“I'm wondering if anything looks familiar to you, or stands out as important. Maybe something that will help us convince the elders to stop their crazy tradition?”

Thad glanced at the journal as if it were kryptonite. “Skye, I hear you. But I can't help you. There's nothing in here the elders don't already know, I guarantee that. So, no thanks. I can't go back to Nil. Not even through someone else's head. Sorry.”

He moved to hand the journal back to Skye, but Charley deftly intercepted it.

“I'll take a look,” she said.

Thad's lips were tight, but he said nothing.

*   *   *

For the next few days, the journal never left Charley's hands; she was as obsessed as Skye. The two of them constantly pored over the journal with silent whispers, animated hands. The freight-train-coming-that-was-Nil roared louder in my head.

“I seriously can't believe we agreed to this.” Thad's eyes stayed on Charley as the boat skipped across the open water. She was intently studying a page in the journal's middle. “How the hell is this going to end well?”

“We're going to go to the Isles of the Gods, talk to the elders and Maaka, everyone's going to agree that Nil is now a bad, bad place, and no one needs to go to the Death Twin on the solstice or actually, ever, especially us. We'll all be one happy family. End of story.”

Thad laughed out loud. “Right.”

“You don't like my version?”

“I do, man. I do. It's just—this is
Nil
we're talking about. Nil's a wild card, always, and she loves to throw in a twist.” He shook his head. “I have a bad feeling it's not going to shake out like we think.”

I sighed. “Me either.”

The crappy fact was, Thad had hit the Nil nail square on the head. Island rules, island games. Building toward something only Nil knew.

One day
, I told myself.
Then it's over.

I didn't react when the cold laugh echoed through my skull.

One day
, I repeated silently, my thoughts savage.
And then it's on.

*   *   *

“Four hours!” the professor yelled, over the sound of the choppy surf. “We'll be there in four hours!”

Tick tock.

The constant clock.

Time passed with the waves. Skye's uncle's journal disappeared into Charley's pack; our conversations vanished as well.

The rough sea bounced us around like popcorn.

Charley looked green, seriously seasick. Skye and Thad, on the other hand, looked remarkably chill. Skye's expression was calm, her face determined and set; Thad's expression was resolute, like a man previewing his funeral.

If I had to guess, my expression mirrored Thad's.

The closer we got, the worse I felt. Only the queasy feeling in my gut had nothing to do with the boat ride and everything to do with Nil. My blind spot stretched like a black hole in my head.

Skye pointed ahead. “Look!” she shouted over the noise.

An emerald mountain gleamed in my line of sight. I'd forgotten how much the main island resembled Nil. It stretched wide, boasting a massive brilliant green peak. Two smaller islands lurked in the distance, each with a small patchy green peak and black cliffs. The Death Twins.
Aptly named
, I thought, and not for the first time. Twin spires of green, one harboring a platform, a portal to death opening in a few days' time.

Nice.

I snapped a series of pictures of the Death Twins, then a few of the main island. The only person in sight was an older man on the long wooden dock. Through the telephoto lens, his dark-brown eyes were sharp. Wrinkles etched his face; crisp black ink swirled across his arms and chest. He seemed to be waiting for us.

I capped my lens and stashed my camera in my pack, an idea forming as I watched the man on the dock. We moored smoothly. The wrinkled man tossed a rope to our captain and the two of them secured the boat easily, a practiced move. Our captain—a fellow by the name of Charles—tugged the knot once, then leaped onto the dock.

“Uncle!” Charles called, grinning. The men greeted each other affectionately.

Skye's dad stepped off the boat and offered his hand to the older gentleman. “Rangi,” the professor said warmly. “Good to see you.”

Rangi clasped Skye's dad's hand, his smile knowing. “Interesting timing, Dr. Bracken.”

“Indeed. It is the longest day of the year tomorrow.” Skye's dad nodded, his eyes intent on Rangi. “This place seemed the perfect place to celebrate it.”

“I think you'll be disappointed, Dr. Bracken,” Rangi said softly. “We have nothing planned for tomorrow that would hold your interest.” His eyes flicked briefly to the four of us, his smile slipping a fraction. “I think you have come a long way for nothing.”

His eyes were back on the professor.

“Perhaps.” Skye's dad smiled. “I consider myself a cautious optimist, Rangi. Perhaps it's disappointment we're looking for.”

The two danced around the solstice subject like players in a chess match. Silence crackled between them, grounded in a history I didn't know. But judging from the set of Skye's face, she did. Seconds passed, time lost. The Nil train roared loud enough to rattle me.

Enough
, I thought.

I stepped forward and introduced myself. “Rangi, I'm Rives. Pleased to meet you, sir.”

Rangi shook my hand, his expression one of surprise as his eyes met mine, then flicked across my chest, taking in my coloring, my new tattoos. Understanding clouding his certainty.
An islander
, he'd realized. A twist he didn't expect but couldn't help but respect, a factor he didn't know how to handle. So much like Maaka.

Dropping his hand, I nodded.

“Rangi, you know why we're here. Let's not pretend. Tomorrow is the Summer Solstice, which has more meaning here than any other place in this world.”

“Rives,” the professor warned.
Don't press
, his tone said.

Too late
, I thought.

Rangi's barely hidden haughtiness reminded me of Maaka.
Outsider
, it screamed. This was Maaka in fifty years. My idea crystallized in silent certainty.

I smiled thinly. “Rangi, are you an island elder?”

Surprise flickered through his eyes. “Why do you ask?”

“Because I need to talk to an elder. And I think you're one.”

He didn't answer, so I forged onward. “I know we've been here for less than two minutes. But time is precious, both here and on another remote island, one in another world, an island some people call Nil. I know your people call it something else.”