Risking Fate (5 page)

His breath against my ear was making my nipples hard as they protruded out of the bubbles. The more he r
ubbed me, the more he pinched on one of them
.
It hurt and felt good at the same time. When he slowed down his pace, I could feel him smiling against my neck. He was teasing me. “Don’t stop. Please don’t stop.”

“Mmmm, are you begging me?”

Ty pulled both hands away from me and laughed as I sat there quietly waiting for their return.

I turned around to face him and he was still smiling. “Stand up.”

“What? Why did you stop?” I was whining, but I was hot and bothered. I needed him to finish what he started.

“Will you just stand up and face the other direction?”

I started to stand up, not because I wanted to though. Ty took his hands and ran them up both of my legs. I couldn’t see his face, but could feel him sliding closer toward where I was standing. One leg at a time, he focused on washing me. His big hands worked each of the muscles as I stood
there trying not to moan too lo
udly
,
because it felt like heaven.
As his hands got closer to my inner thighs
,
I began to anticipate his fingers just as t
hey began to glide over my sex.
A
s he touch
ed
me there, he pulled away. His slippery hands headed f
or both of my ass cheeks and he
squeezed them into his hand
s
.

Now, with Ty, I could never figure out whether he was more obsessed with my ass or my breasts. On several occasions, even he couldn’t make up his mind. As the soap coated both of my cheeks, I felt his lips kissing the back of one of my legs. Of course
,
I just stood there, closing my eyes, trying to control my balance. After at least three
minutes had passed and I knew I literally had the cleanest ass in the whole sta
te of Kentucky, Ty’s hands slid
around my body until both sets of his fingers traced along both sides of my
pussy.

Since I got waxed, his fingers sliding over my smooth skin tickled, making me shudder.
When he felt my reaction, he slowly spun me around to face him.  He grabbed one of my hands and slowly pulled me down to kneel in front of him.  The bigger my belly got, the more unattractive I felt, but Ty never led on that my size bothered him, in fact, he touched me even more.

Before pulling me toward him, he ran his hands over my belly again and looked intently into my eyes. “I don’t think you know what you do to me. Nothing compares to you, Miranda. Nothing compares to the way I feel about you.”

I know exactly how you feel
,
because I feel the same about you.

As much as his words meant to me, I needed him to touch me. My body was calling him in. “Show me.”

Ty grabbed at my hips and slid me down over his very hard erection. Him being hard was never a problem. Most of the time all I had to do was walk in front of him. I often wondered how he had contained
himself being around me before we were together. I know being near him, and mostly smelling him, made me crazy for him.

Our first kiss started out slow. His lips were full and I loved how soft they were when they pressed against mine. Ty loved it when I nibbled on his lips while we kissed. He especially liked it when I pulled his lips away with my teeth, but tonight wasn’t that kind of night. I needed Ty’s comforting hands to touch me, to hold me and remind me that our life was safe.

His tongue made contact with mine and I got butterflies in my stomach. The babies started moving all around, and I knew he could feel it with my belly pressed against his the way it was. I felt him smiling as we continued to kiss. “My boys are saying hello. We need to get you out of this water.”

Are you kidding me? I need you right now…

Ty climbed out of the tub first
, his erection never shrinking as
it hit the cold air. I couldn’t help but stare. I knew exactly what I wanted to do. When he caught me looking
,
I heard him laughing and
looked up. “Don’t worry, you can have it once I get you dried off.”

I started shaking my
head
and laughing as he approached me with a clean towel. “I never said I wanted it,” I teased.

He leaned into my neck and drug his lips up my skin. “You didn’t need to say anything.”

My breathing increased as his voice vibrated off of my skin.
He blew out the candles and made the room darker.
I watched him drop his towel and start walking toward my bedroom. I kept the towel wrapped around my body as I followed behind him, just as he probably expected me to do.

Ty was sitting on the edge of the bed. He lifted his hands with his palms up. I let the towel drop and placed my hands into his. “Do you remember the time I caught you off guard and you were in your bra?” He kissed my jaw.

I closed my eyes and imagined that night. It was a horrible night, but knowing Ty was there for me, made me smile. I kept my eyes closed. “I told you to get out.”

He kissed my neck and wrapped his arms around my waist. “I told you that it wasn’t anything I hadn’t seen before.” He placed gent
le kisses
across my collar bone.

“I still wanted you to leave.” I ran my hands through his hair. It was much shorter since we had been together and he was finally letting me cut it.

“You had the nicest breasts I had ever seen in my life.” One of his hands came up
and
cupped my breast. “I tried so hard not to want you that way.” He bit down on my nipple, causing my head to fall back as I accepted the pleasure he was giving me. “The way your ass looked in those jeans.” He stuck my breast in his mouth and sucked hard. “You were begging me to look at you.”

I could feel the heat scorching me between my legs. I was hot just thinking about him looking at me back then when he wasn’t supposed to. “I needed your opinion.”

His mouth pulled away from my breasts and he slowly came back to kiss my nipple
once more
. He looked up into my eyes as he did it. I could barely keep my eyes open to watch him. “
I should have told you how I really felt back then. I should have said how I wanted to bend you over and fuck you myself.”

“I wouldn’t have let you.” I said it confidently, but knowing what I know now, I wasn’t sure I would have
resisted
him after just one kiss.

He pulled me by my chin down to his mouth. His tongue teased mine, before letting them touch.
Our lips were in sync
as we kissed. “I don’t believe you.”

Ty stood up and sat my body down on the bed. He kneeled down in front of me and kissed one of my knees. His hair was disheveled and was starting to dry. I couldn’t help but touch it again. “I would have said no.”

His hands slid toward my inner thighs and he didn’
t stop either
of them as they traced
over
the lips of my sex. “You would have been lying.”

We stared at each other, even as his finger entered me. I let
out
a gasp and closed my eyes. I couldn’t answer him, even though I knew he was right. I think a part of me always wanted Ty, even when I saw him as a cheater. I wanted the bad guy and he knew it now.

He pulled his finger out, causing me to look down at him. “Stop closing your eyes. Watch me pleasing you and tell me you would have stopped me.”

Oh my fucking G
od!

My breathing increased as I tried my hardest to keep my eyes open. From the
moment
his fingers started moving inside of me again, I could feel how slick I had become. Ty never took his eyes off me. His other hand traced circular patterns over my thigh.
“If I would have stayed in your room that night. If I would have reached my arms around
your waist. If I would have kisse
d your neck? Tell me you would
have stopped me, Miranda.” His lips teased mine again, while never leaving my stare. “Tell me,” he whispered against my lips.

His finger was going faster and with his lips touching mine, it was so hard to keep my eyes open. It felt so good. I
closed
my eyes, feeling like I couldn’t hold on. “I….”

“Open your eyes, Baby.”

He teased me with his tongue again and I felt my muscles starting to tighten. “Oh God! I wouldn’t have Ty.” He kept his fingers inside of me until my body started to relax. I felt his hands sliding up my belly
before I could even open my eyes
again. I was still trying to catch my breath.

When he kissed me again, he held his lips against mine. “I did the right thing walking away that night. We needed to be more before we took that step. I wanted you to only picture me when I
first touched you, but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t think about coming back in this room. After the alcohol and seeing you half naked, I would have been a fool to not want you.
”

I could feel his erection pressing against my le
g. I laid my back down on the be
d as Ty grabbed my legs and wrapped them arou
nd his
waist. He didn’t have to
reach down to put his hard cock in place, because it slid right into my wetness. Ty held onto my legs as he thrusted himself in and out of me. I watched the sweat starting to form on his chest as he continued to pick up the pace.
I reached for his hands and placed mine over his as I felt him coming. He held me still while he regained his own composure.

Once we cleaned up and climbed under the covers, Ty pulled me close and kissed my belly. He kissed me full on the lips and buried his head into my hair as he stroked my fingers. “I didn’t want to want you back then, but you kept teasing me with your beauty, leaving me curious enough to never stop wondering.”

“I was afraid that I would just be some one-nighter for you. It’s all I thought you would want. It’s all anyone else ever wanted.” It was so
embarrassing
to admit that. I wasn’t proud of my past, but Ty never once judged me for it, or loved me any less.

He spooned us together and held onto my belly. “That’s because I was your only forever,” Ty said confidently. “They couldn’t have what was always meant to be mine.”

Did he practice these lines?

“You’
ve
become a sap and where do you c
ome up with these lines? Are you reading my magazines again?
”

He started laughing against my back. “
You made me be one and I only read them at work.
”
He moved my hair so his face could touch my neck.
I knew he was joking about the magazines. The only ones in that dirty bathroom were pornos.
“Seriously, it took me being completely alone to realize what I wanted more than anything in the world. I had nothing until you came back into my life. Even after being married for more than two
and a half
years, I still miss you when I’m working and I can’t wait to be with you. I love talking to you, and touching you. I love our daughter and those two little boys growing inside of you. I love this life we have. Nothing will ever come between us, Miranda. I promise you that.”

“I’m not
complaining. I love you for this
life we have. You work so hard for our family. I don’t know how I
ever deserved this
.”

Ty brought one of my hands up to his lips. “
I’d do anything for you. Sleep, Baby. You had a rough day and the kids are going to come looking for us early as shit tomorrow.”

I closed my eyes and let myself fall asleep, knowing that I had the best life that I could have ever imagined.

Chapter 4

Ty

Even after Miranda had fallen asleep, I laid there wide awake thinking about how upset that woman had made her. She should have been ashamed of herself for raising such a s
hitty son. There was no way in H
ell I would ever let my boys turn out the way hers had. I know some things are out of the
parent’s
control, but teaching your sons to respect women is not something very hard to do. I’d watch
ed
him beat the shit out of my wife and saw what he did
to,
and took away from Van.

Izzy would never know that life and the thought of men out there in this world that could hurt her like that killed me inside. I wanted to lock her up and keep her safe forever. One thing I could be grateful of was that Miranda would never feel
threatened
by my touch. I would never lay a hand on her.

I could feel the twins moving all around in Miranda’s stomach as she slept. I loved feeling them and knowing that we made them out of love. To have a planned pregnancy was so exciting. From that first moment up until the results of the pregnancy test meant so much to me. We didn’t keep our wanting to get pregnant a secret. In fact, I think I
may have announced it even to perfect strangers. I wanted everyone to know that we were making a baby.