Authors: Mary Campisi
Tags: #Fiction, #Romance, #Contemporary, #General, #Family & Relationships, #Death; Grief; Bereavement, #Parenting, #Single Parent, #Dating
The Way They Were (31 page)
When she stood a breath away, she opened her beautiful mouth and said, “My mother told me she called you.”
“She did.” He did not want to talk about this now.
“She told me about your mother.” She hesitated, “Your real mother.”
“Right this second, that’s the last thing on my mind.”
God, she was so beautiful.
Her blue eyes rimmed with tears. “It seems everyone was determined to keep us apart. My mother, yours, even Clay.”
“It’s in the past now.”
The future is what I want. With you.
“I’m so sorry I didn’t trust you more.”
“Shhh.” He placed a finger on her lips. “It’s okay.”
She nodded. “Just one more thing.”
“What?” His gaze slid over her face. She really did have the most incredible lips.
“Please don’t fire Maxine.”
She licked her lips and Rourke had to force himself not to reach out and kiss her. “Why would I fire Maxine?”
Who the hell cared about Maxine right now?
“For sending me the reports.”
“What reports?”
Her perfect skin turned a soft rose. “The reports from your detective. The ones about me.”
Rourke froze.
Maxine had sent them to Kate?
“Look, there’s a perfectly logical explanation for those.”
“Oh, I hope not.” She moved closer and lowered her voice. “I hope there’s no logical explanation. I hope there’s only one, very illogical, impractical, and totally implausible reason for those reports.”
“Really?”
Those full, luscious lips tilted at the corners. “Yes. And I hope it’s a perfect match for the illogical letters I wrote in my journal, the same journal you wrote your letter in.”
“You read the letter.” He’d been hurt and desperate when he’d written it. He’d sounded like a complete wimp. Was that why she was smiling?
“Several times.”
He settled his gaze on the top of her head and tried to regain control. “It was a weak moment. I don’t usually sound so…” He couldn’t even say the word,
wimp
.
Kate touched his cheek and murmured, “It was a beautiful moment and I hope there will be more of those.”
She sounded like she really meant it. Maybe being a wimp on occasion wasn’t such a bad idea after all. He crushed Kate against his chest and swung her off her feet. “God, but I love you.”
She buried her head against his chest and sighed. “I’ve always loved you. Even when I thought I’d never see you again.”
“Marry me.”He eased her to the ground and looked down at her. “Let’s not waste one more hour apart.”
“It’s not that simple.”
“Of course it is.” They loved each other. After all these years they could finally admit it—to themselves and each other.
“No, it’s not. There are a million problems.”
“I’m a very good problem solver.” He smiled and rested his hands on her shoulders. “Stop frowning or you’ll be more wrinkled than a prune.”
“I’m serious, Rourke.”
“So am I. Wrinkles are not my idea of attraction, though I’d love you even if you were shriveled.”
Her eyes narrowed to a glittery blue. “But why Rourke? Why would you love me when you can have anyone you want?” Those beautiful eyes filled with tears. “I don’t want to be a novelty that gets used up and bought off. I’d rather lose you now than live through that.”
“I asked you to marry me, Kate. I’ve never asked a woman that before.”
“There are women who won’t care if you’re married or not when they come after you.”
“I want you.”
“I won’t be thirty-three forever. I’ll get old and very wrinkled.”
“So will I.”
She threw him a look that said she doubted it. “I could gain a hundred pounds and lose my hair.”
The woman could be exasperating. “More to love and have you ever heard of wigs?” She was not getting out of this so easily, not when he almost had her.
“What about Julia?”
“What about Julia?” He glanced at his daughter who gave him the thumbs up. “I think she’ll be fine, especially when she finds out Abbie’s part of the deal.”
Kate’s voice fell to a whisper and he had to lean in close to hear her next words. “I’m so scared. I’ve been living with your memory for so long, what if the real thing isn’t what I thought it would be?”
He stroked her cheek and trailed his hand along her neck. “What if it’s so much better than either of us thought it could be? I’m sure as hell not giving that up. Don’t be afraid, Kate. I’m sure enough for both of us.”
“Then yes,” she breathed.
“Yes?”
“Yes, I will marry you.” She leaned up on tiptoe and kissed him softly on the mouth. Once. Twice. “And I will love you for the rest of my life.”
Rourke pulled her to him and whispered against her lips, “Remind me to give Maxine a raise.”
She kissed him. “And a bonus.”
“A car, too,” he said, smiling down at her. “What do you think she’d look like in a Jag?”
“I think there’s a whole side of Maxine we haven’t seen yet.”
Wait until he told her about Miles Gregory. “I think you’re right.” He kissed her once again and released her. “We are definitely going to finish this later tonight. Right now I’d like to introduce you to this roomful of gawkers.”
She clasped his hand and smiled up at him. “Maybe even a toast? To us?”
“To the way we were,” he said gently, loving the feel of her beside him. “To the way we will be for the rest of our lives. Together.”
Epilogue
To file:
Clients: Abbie Flannigan and Julia Maden as approved by Ms. Maxine Simmons and Mr. Miles Gregory.
Subject: Rourke and Kate Flannigan
Date: July 27
th
, 2010
Mr. and Mrs. Flannigan checked into the Ritz Carlton on Central Park South at 4:15 p.m., July 23
rd
. At 6:50 p.m., Mr. and Mrs. Flannigan exited hotel and walked to Tavern on the Green where they proceeded to dine on lobster and filet mignon. They shared a bottle of Chardonnay 1991.
Couple remained at the restaurant until 9:30 p.m. at which time they made their way back to the hotel. Best estimation, lights out at 10:20 p.m.
Mr. and Mrs. Flannigan spent the next two days seeing the sights of New York City; Ground Zero, Statue of Liberty, Guggenheim Art Museum, Good Morning America Studio, and The Lion King. Dining out included Chinese, Italian, Vietnamese, and various corner hot dog vendors. A bottle of Chardonnay 1991 accompanied each meal, (with the exception of the hot dog vendors.) One trip to Tiffany’s where Mr. Flannigan purchased a string of pearls for Mrs. Flannigan with matching earrings. Mr. Flannigan made two other purchases, one for his daughter and one for his niece.) Said purchases will remain a secret until such time as Mr. Flannigan chooses to divulge their contents.
Couple departed for France on July 26th. Honeymoon progressing in a satisfactory manner for all parties concerned. End of report.
The End
Outtakes from THE WAY THEY WERE
As with all of my books, THE WAY THEY WERE underwent several revisions. I clipped and tweaked, added on, deleted, and pretty much drove myself crazy trying to get just the right feel, tone, and words for this story. When I finished, I happened to read some of the earlier versions and thought readers might like to glimpse deleted passages.
The following sections are from Kate’s journal and Rourke’s file. You can also take a peek at that night at the lake when they were eighteen and blissfully planning their future together. The next morning, tragedy will tear them apart. Fourteen years later, destiny will bring them together again…
July 23, 1995
Huntington Lake
“
What do you think of a Victorian house with the back windows overlooking the lake so the children can watch the geese?”
“
I think it sounds perfect.”
“
How many children?”
“
Three?”
“
Four.”
“
Okay.”
They were lying underneath a sliver of moon as the mid-July heat rose and fell from the lake in a misty gurgle of hope and longing. Rourke had his arm flung around Kate’s waist. His shirt was half unbuttoned. Her silk panties lay jumbled next to one of her sandals.
“
How many bedrooms?”
“
Five.” She stroked Rourke’s jaw and placed a soft kiss along his neck, trailing her tongue behind his ear until he groaned. “Our bedroom will have a king-size bed and a sunken tub shaped like a heart.” She reached her hand inside his shirt. “Big enough for two.”
“
Stop. You’re killing me.” She let out a laugh that spilled over his body like warm honey and made him hard all over again.
“
But what a happy death it would be.”
He groaned. “Worth every second.”
“
And I’d like a workshop where I could paint.”
“
If we have enough land, I could build you a barn and you could fill it up with your little dollhouses.”
She swatted him on the stomach. “Don’t make fun.”
He laughed and pulled her hand down to feel his hardness. “Does this feel like I’m making fun?”
Kate wriggled her slender body against him. “Hmmm.” She leaned over and placed a kiss on his lips, her tongue teasing his mouth open. “Let me inside,” she whispered. He opened his mouth and she thrust her tongue against his teeth; greedy, needful. Then she straddled him and reached for his belt buckle.
“
Kate. Stop.”
“
I can’t.” She unzipped his jeans.
He squeezed his eyes shut and groaned. “God, Kate, you really are killing me. I only had two condoms. I never thought…damn, I never imagined…”
“
We’ll be careful,” she murmured against his mouth. “Very, very careful.” And then she slid her hands inside his jeans and he was lost.
July 23, 1995
Huntington Lake—later that night
“
What names do you like?” She lay with her head on his bare stomach and breathed in the scent of night and his lovemaking.
“
Agatha. Brunhilda. Prudence—”
She nipped the flesh above his navel and said, “Be serious.”
“
Gabrielle. It reminds me of a princess.”
“
Gabrielle,” Kate murmured against his skin.
July 23, 1995
Huntington Lake—midnight
Slivers of moon cast soft halos on their naked skin as they clung to one another, breathing in the night scent of grass, and sweat, and virgin sex. “I love you,” Kate whispered against Rourke’s chest. He made her feel strong, and safe.
“
I love you, too.”
“
I’ll never stop loving you.” It was a truth she wanted him to know.
His hand stroked her back, pulled her closer. “My heart is yours. Forever.”
July 23, 1995
Huntington Lake—after midnight
“
Danielle, Alexandra, Laura, Olivia, Gabrielle, Maria.” She paused and gazed up at him. “Do you like any of those?”
Rourke smoothed a tangle of hair from her face and murmured, “All of them.”
“
I am not going to have six babies.”
His laugh settled over her like soft caramel. “Six is my lucky number.”
“
Well, seven is mine but I’m not having seven children.”
“
Alex,” he said. “And Ben, and Max. Maybe Lucas.”
“
No Rourke Junior?”
“
No thanks. That name’s tough enough without adding a junior on the end of it.”
“
Hmmm. You’ve got a point.” Kate laid her head on his bare chest and breathed in his scent. He smelled of pine and their recent lovemaking.
“
As soon as we finish college we can get married. We’ll get engaged the Christmas before.”
Just hearing him talk about their future made Kate half dizzy. She wanted to marry him more than she wanted her next breath. A whisper of panic brushed over her. “Tell me this isn’t all a dream that’s going to disappear in the morning.”
Rourke rolled Kate onto her back and burned his silver gaze into her. “This isn’t a dream. It’s reality, Kate Redmond, our reality. We will be married. No one can stop us.”
“
Yes,” she murmured, opening her mouth to meet his. “No one can stop us.”
Kate Redmond’s bedroom
July 24, 1995—early morning
Kate huddled in the corner of her bedroom, hugging a pillow to her chest. Faint strips of daylight poked through the blinds, falling in silvery-pink strands into the blackened room. She still wore the same shirt and shorts from last night—the same ones Rourke had gently eased off moments before he covered her body with his. Her underwear felt itchy and stiff from spots of dried blood. Virgin blood.
While she and Rourke were cocooned in their own world of erotic discovery last night, Rourke’s mother had been plowed over by a hit and run driver on Indian Road. She was in the hospital, barely alive. Kate lowered her head to her knees. There were no tears left. Her throat was parched, like her insides.
